The reader joins Sasha Samokhina as she begins her magical training at a school where no one tells her what they are teaching.
Later that evening she was supposed to attend prep courses at the university. Sasha did not go. She lay on her bed, textbooks thrown aside, and thought, What’s the point? Because clearly the world did not work the way she imagined before.” pg 29, ebook
Through pain and suffering, Sasha slowly finds her way in this new world. If she fails, real world consequences follow, so she doesn’t dare to fail.
But what is it, exactly, that she’s learning? Discovering that is one of the joys of this book.
“Attention, students,” continued Portnov just as softly. “You are at the beginning of a journey, during which all of your strength will be required. Physical and mental. What we will be studying is not for everyone.” pg 70, ebook

A friend pointed out to me that this book has quite an eastern European feel to it. I knew as I was reading it that the tone was dark, but as soon as he said that I had to agree.
This is not your typical magic school. It isn’t kind, gentle, or forgiving.
“What will happen if we don’t learn it?” Sasha asked. All three girls fell silent. The question that had tortured them all day was now out in the open.” pg 76, ebook
That being said, the magic system itself is one of the most unique I have ever read. The reveal is very slow, but I thought it was definitely worth the wait.
Recommended for older teens or adults because of some disturbing content.
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